title: Hmmm. I kind of want to start this blog again. Not sure if I need to though. What is there to write about? After all, I've always been comfortable sharing things on Tumblr. But. Hmm. I kind of like having a blog with just my words and nothing else. I'll see if I want to or not.
Also, I want to read through my 750 Words archive... Honestly, I wrote some of the best things then. My creative juices flowed and I had a lot of interesting thoughts then. Sometimes I wonder why I don't have as many of those now. Was Bear right when he said that doing too much work and getting stressed out makes people lose character? |
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title: I think it's here to stay. |
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title: tumblr is down so hi blogger and this is going to be an incredibly unorganized post
I can't believe I've done this to myself. And I'm really really hoping that this will go down soon. Why the hell did he have to hold me for so long? And even if he wanted to hug me or put his arm around me like he does normally, why did he have to rub my arms, then hold me really tight, then fall asleep on me? Did all of that even happen? I can't even... I kind of wish he didn't now. Just because this is NOT the time to lose focus. And I am losing focus. I'm not studying properly. I'm drifting around. I have four days until Bio SATs and less than two weeks until my two AP Exams. This is NOT the time to drown myself in this. So I won't. I'll stay fixed to my goals. After the AP Exams, my mind can do whatever the hell it wants. But for now: NO. DO YOU HEAR ME, LAUREL? NO. |
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