title: VALENTINE'S DAY? I WAKE UP WITH RANDOM BRUISES ON MY MIND. okay so, valentine's day passed a while ago... a lot of people have probably been posting stuff about this holiday, I guess I'm just with everyone else on this one. I don't have much to say about my valentine's day. nothing I really want publically on the web anyway. it wasn't exactly uneventful, but I think the days following were much larger. plus, the whole few days don't mean much anyway, at least I hope. I fear someone will come across this and realize what I'm talking about. I like to keep these things closer to me. it's easier that way, to understand it, to overcome it, to keep it my little guilty pleasure. if too many people know, I'm questioned too much about it, and I become the center of a rumor-wheel that I've become a little too familiar with before. never got the worst of it, but I avoid it like the plague.
maybe that's why I'm a little uncertain about my supposed valentine, as dubbed by my friends, from weeks before. that's all I can say. even in my private folders of google docs, I can't even bring myself to type it out. my mind has become numb to this area. this fantasy world of romance. so all I can say is that I am bruised. bruised numb. |
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